2007, Marriage Records
I was born in Cedar Rapids Iowa. My early years were lived in the feilds, with bugs, snakes, toads and in the winter I would read. In school, I was difficult and had my desk next to the teachers and most years my parents would come to argue the teachers that I should be allowed to move to the next grade. In 10th grade I was moved from the remedial track and in 11th grade I was allowed to attend Macalester College and the University of Minnesota. My folks were too broke to send me to college so I washed dishes and then started hanging out at cafes talking radical politics. Davis Hooker, (a john henry memorial, . . worms) and Soren Sorensen (currently running for the Senate in Minnesota) and I rode freight trains and hitch-hiked down the river to Lawrence Kansas on a desperate attempt to reach the ocean. My first public events were as an anarchist. In 1991 I participated in the Armory takeover. We occupied and squatted an abandoned National Gaurd Armory that was going to be converted into a prison and for a beautiful summer, made it a homeless shelter. In the day I worked with the drainage committee, trying to dry the Minneapolis Laker's first court, a beautiful parkay floor we planned to use for homeless peoples leaugues games. At night, I dumpstered food and bedding for the guests. We were raided and evicted and now the Armory is an indoor parking lot. I left Minnesota again on freight trains, to Helena Montana, had some trouble with the law and passed three years of probation in St. Paul Minnesota. When I was free, I came to Portland and lived in Laurelhurst Park. I had made an embarrisingly emo and raw book called dot or the green dot book that had a small furry green dot on the cover as the title. At a poetry open mike at Cafe Lena I met Curtis Knapp, Toby Kreidler and Terry Chiasano who asked me to make poems for their journal Rococo Anerca. I then travelled to San Fransisco and was homeless in Berkeley and fed the pigeons at People's Park. I returned to Portland and stayed in the Student Union and in a parked car at Reed College. That year I finished second in a contest to be on the Portland Poetry Slam Team. I was crushed, Curtis was there, we didn't know what to say to each other. After working as a short order cook I got a room in a punk house and then travelled to Philadelphia in love. It is there, in 1997 I began jamming with rob walmart. We made and did not release a tape called sedition. I also worked on if ever then always with Curtis and Micheal Knapp. Rob walmart collected most everything he had made into an album called made in Canada or R O B. I returned to Portland and wrote a chapbook, dot dot. Soon to be re-issued by Marriage with an accompanying cd of it read. In 2006 I toured the country with Adrian Orange of Thanksgiving, reading poems. Rob released the cds kamchatca, boats and pears and In 2007 and then again in 2008 I toured the West Coast with rob walmart, as the vocalist. Rob released the cds contains the hit, live near kboo and tire iron. In 2005, I began collecting the poems that were to become the sky position. That manuscript won the 2007 William Stafford/Donald Hall Oregon Book Award for Poetry. If Ever Then Always, a book of romantic poems, co-written with Curtis Knapp from 1997-1999 is now also available here. I am currently collecting poems for the raccoon and a chapbook of experimental poetry called dot dot dot.
Tracklisting
Disc 1
| 1 | The Informal Ocean |
| 2 | It Is The World Over My Shoulder |
| 3 | I Have Been Buried In the Drafts |
| 4 | Fake Glass |
| 5 | We All Want To Get Away |
| 6 | You Can't Stop A Mountain From Mountaining |
| 7 | Do We As the Downward Move |
| 8 | Language Is A Bear In The Ocean |
| 9 | Still And All |
| 10 | I Will Come To Your House And Help You Into An Is |
| 11 | It's Not What There Is It's What There Was |
| 12 | Here We Live In The Sky |
| 13 | I Vote to Reelect the Corpse of Barry Goldwater |
| 14 | Hey, I'm Just the World |
| 15 | Cities Surrounded By Tents |
| 16 | There Has To Be a Point We Listen |
| 17 | Old Eye |
| 18 | Even If We Are Only Here |
| 19 | What Will They Make of Us |
| 20 | Purified |
| 21 | But If There Is a Here |
| 22 | You Are Stuck With the Role of Being a Bird |
| 23 | They Used Potatoes To Hold the News Down At the Bodega |
| 24 | Green Night Hawks |
| 25 | The Jurisdiction of Clouds |
| 26 | Inner Air Space |
| 27 | Is the Space to You Here Not Known |
| 28 | Why Meditation Has Not Taken Over The World |
| 29 | May We Have More Light |
| 30 | The Meaningless |
| 31 | The Original Epiphany of Space |
| 32 | Assistant To Myself |
| 33 | Music Caretakes the Mausolem |
| 34 | Forever and More |
| 35 | The Whole Thing Comes to Its Infinite End |
| 36 | The Sky Position |
| 37 | Say Nothing Then Say Ghost |
| 38 | Till an Eel Bright Without Being Lit |
| 39 | Creation Is Not a Myth |
| 40 | I Agree, It's All Wrong |
| 41 | There Is a Pigeon Too Old to Fly |
| 42 | I Am Ready to Listen If You Are to Believe |
| 43 | Time For Us |
| 44 | Bathed In Glory of Bewilderment |
| 45 | We Are Alive for Now |
| 46 | The Willow Or, The Willow |
| 47 | The Devil Who Shapes Himself Backward Through Doorways |
| 48 | Pretend You Are Real |
| 49 | As the Last Aster, The Last After |
| 50 | Scubaing Up To Our Origin |
| 51 | As When We Wake |
| 52 | Light Released From Its Doom |
| 53 | We Are Beyond Question |
| 54 | They Will Get To Know Us When We Breach Their Walls |
| 55 | Till Now |
| 56 | What Is There |
| 57 | I Was |
| 58 | When I Lay Back In Thirds of the World |
| 59 | We Stay Here for Now |
| 60 | The Conceived Planet |
| 61 | Stray Lightning |
| 62 | The Unfinished Sky |
| 63 | The All Other |
| 64 | Morning Glories |
| 65 | The Salmon Shakes His Wings |
| 66 | I Believe There Is a Fly Inside My MInd |
| 67 | My Heart Weapon |
| 68 | If I Came to a Garden Aflame |
| 69 | The Vanishing and the Wandering As a Dawning Within You |
| 70 | It Holds, The Mountain |
| 71 | As to the World Who Seems to Think We Met |
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